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Praying with 3-D Glasses

Ignatian Spirituality - Fri, 01/24/2020 - 05:30

Have you ever prayed in 3-D? I have. If you’ve ever prayed the Examen, you’ve prayed in 3-D too. I took my great-granddaughters to see the latest animated children’s movie. It was about living with dogs and cats, something we could all relate to, so we decided to splurge and see the 3-D feature. (Why […] ® is a service of Loyola Press, a Jesuit ministry.

In The Ignatian Adventure, Kevin O’Brien, SJ, follows St. Ignatius’s lead and offers today’s time-strapped individual a unique way of making the Spiritual Exercises in daily life.

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Review: “Little Women” and the Value of Stories from Everyday Life

Latest from the Jesuit Post - Fri, 01/24/2020 - 01:32

Love. Betrayal. Forgiveness. Death. These themes occur in Greta Gerwig’s recent adaptation of Louisa May Alcott’s Little Women.  

Moving between past and present, Gerwig shows us the joys and struggles of four sisters as they navigate adolescence and adulthood. Raised by deeply religious and altruistic parents,  Jo, Meg, Amy, and Beth develop their talents amidst the gritty realities of the Civil War, poverty, and a society where advancement for women seems limited to marrying well. While each of these limitations could serve as an area of extended reflection, I propose that it is worthwhile to focus on the kind of story that Little Women tells.  

Ultimately, both Gerwig and Alcott claim that domestic life is worthy of being told. 

In the character of Jo, an aspiring writer,  we see the questions concerning the value of the domestic emerge. At the beginning of the movie, Jo meets with a publisher who tells her that in order to make her stories sell, she must depict her female protagonists as simple characters with short and “spicy” plotlines whose dramas revolve around love interests dueling and fighting on their behalf. Driven by the need for money to support herself, she sets aside her own ambitions to weave the complex inner and relational worlds of women. In submitting to the publisher’s request, however, Jo also distances herself from her creativity. She uses a pseudonym for the work and subsequently finds it impossible to write. 

It is only the grief at losing her youngest sister that prompts Jo to pick up her pen. Her ink bleeds the dramas of domesticity taken from the pages of her own life. In talking about the manuscript with her sister Amy, she expresses doubts about getting her story published. She asks Amy, “Who will be interested in a story of domestic struggles and joys? It doesn’t have any real importance.” Amy wisely responds, “Perhaps writing will make them more important.” 

This is the proposition at the heart of Little Women. We (individually and communally) construct narratives in our attempts to understand our place in relation to reality. In a world where the news cycle is dominated by the macro-problems of war, weather, impeachments, and other structural challenges, we can find ourselves dazed, unsure of how to respond. Yet, Little Women invites us to consider that before any kind of technocratic solution, that we focus on how others factor into our narrative. 

Care ethicist Virginia Held warns us that we very often base our systems of ethics on abstract problems and large systems at the risk of ignoring the value of the particular and interdependent relationships that characterize human life. For instance, while we may use GDP as a metric of “success”, how we give value to the caring relationships between parents and children? How do we measure the worth of a teacher who takes a cut in pay and commutes several hours a day to teach religion at a Catholic grade school? 

Perhaps we ignore the value of these particular relationships because we know the challenge and sacrifice that they entail. As Dostoyevsky wrote in Brothers Karamazov, “The more I love humanity, in general, the less I love the human being in particular”. When we really focus on particular relationships, we find places of both love and brokenness. Yet, rather than despair, it is in that space of vulnerability that we learn what it is to forgive, hope, and dream. We find love, not just for abstract humanity, but for you. And, when we have stronger communities, it seems that we are better able to tackle the systematic challenges that we face. Climate change matters to me because I care for you. Isn’t this the “revolution of tenderness” that Pope Francis repeatedly calls for? 

We’ve just emerged from the Christmas season. We’ve spent time contemplating the world’s most famous domestic scene centered with the Christ child in his creche. Our faith tells us that Jesus, the human face of God,  belonged to a family, had close relationships with the apostles and delighted in friends such as Lazarus, Martha, and Mary. We often talk about the hidden life of Christ, those details that the gospels don’t always capture but that we can imagine in a very Ignatian way. 

Jesus knew what it was to work, to talk with friends over a meal, and to forgive others not just of their sins but for the slights and awkward moments that so often emerge between people who care for each other.  Little Women reveals the gospel truth that it is through a relationship with and care for particular others that we make strides, as the late founder of L’Arche, Jean Vanier, would say, in the journey of becoming human.

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Wonderful People

Ignatian Spirituality - Wed, 01/22/2020 - 05:30

If you follow Jesus of Nazareth, then you will come to know others who follow him. This means that a lot of wonderful people will bring joy to your life. Enjoy this video excerpt from my Small Simple Ways: An Ignatian Daybook for Healthy Spiritual Living. ® is a service of Loyola Press, a Jesuit ministry.

In The Ignatian Adventure, Kevin O’Brien, SJ, follows St. Ignatius’s lead and offers today’s time-strapped individual a unique way of making the Spiritual Exercises in daily life.

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To Change You Have to Feel Both the Push of Discomfort and the Pull of Hope

Latest from the Jesuit Post - Wed, 01/22/2020 - 02:33

It was the first day of the academic year and I was downtown Chicago, sitting in a social work class. There were about twenty-five students filling the small auditorium style classroom. Waiting. A few moments later, a stately-looking older gentleman walked in and introduced himself as the professor. After a terse jaunt through the syllabus, he looked up from the podium suddenly and posed the question: Who here believes that a person can change?

Not a peep was uttered. Maybe it was first day jitters, or as I thought, perhaps, a trick question.

He asked again: Who here believes that a person can change?

Again, silence.

After a brief pause, the professor chuckled: You’re social workers; I hope you believe people can change!

We joined in his laughter, and this eased us a bit. He turned to us again: And how does one begin to change? What is the basic mechanism that motivates one to move? What are the ingredients, the core conditions, that readies one to change? Intuiting this as a rhetorical question, we waited for his response. He continued:

At the basic level, when you boil it all down, there is a simple calculus.

To change, two basic elements are needed: You have to feel both the push of discomfort and the pull of hope.

Discomfort without hope is not gonna do it. You become fixated, apathetic, despairing, resigned.

On the other hand, hope without discomfort, forget about it. It’s the mark of an immature, wishful Pollyanna; someone who is aloof and oblivious to their own pain and that of others.

It is only the presence of both – discomfort and hope – that gets us up and on our way.

To change;

To move;

To alter course;

To shift direction;

To do a 180 and make radically different.

To change.

These are natural and worthy things to consider at the dawn of a new year and fresh decade. It is the time of resolutions, after all. 


Not long after the professor point-blank posed his question, I was engaged in conversation with a close friend when she decided to share the latest of her “come to Jesus moments.” 

“I’m a Christian,” she said, “I am supposed to be joyful. But I have to acknowledge that I’ve been held captive by several long-lasting hurts.” She continued to relay a history of strained relationships, repeated blows to self-esteem, a sense of being overwhelmed with the upheavals in our nation and world. “My pain feels the size of the Ferris wheel at Navy Pier; my hope, the size of a grapefruit. At times I don’t see how anything is going to get better; it is as if, before anything else, I need the grace to believe in grace.”

My friend expressed a gross imbalance: A jumbo-sized discomfort dwarfing a dinky-sized hope. From her point of view, change appeared impossible.  

Then there are those on the opposite end of the equation. We all know them. “Pain? What pain?” they say, quickly brushing aside any discomfort followed by an, “Oh, it’ll all be fine.” The ones who never bother to attend fully to suffering, their own or that of others. Never mind that we have been at war in this country for the last eighteen years or that 15,000 children die daily from hunger-related issues. No worries, though, it’ll all work out. 

Martin Luther King, Jr., whose life we celebrated this week, once said: “Our lives begin to end the day we realize that change isn’t going to roll on the wheels of inevitability, but only through continuous hard work and struggle.” I think of all of the times I’ve failed to notice others’ struggles and not bothered to be anti-racist, anti-sexist, anti-homophobic, anti-violence, or anti-economic disparity because I’ve assumed there is “someone out there” taking care of it. 

My turning a blind eye happens at home, too. This week, the family member of a brother Jesuit died. It can be uncomfortable and awkward offering affection to people who are hurting. Though I did seek him out to offer my condolences, I admit my initial slight temptation was to simply let it pass without acknowledgement, to rely on one of the other thirty Jesuits with whom we live to be his source of support.

As an old decade gives way to a new one and we move from winter to spring, I am reminded that this upcoming liturgical year will provide a host of holy examples to guide us in our attempts to locate the sweet spot between discomfort and hope, the kindling point of change. We will hear stories of entire peoples stuck in slavery, teetering close to a state of resignation at their perceived God forsakenness. We will hear stories about men and women, like the apostle Paul, who confess arrogance and conspiracy and murder. We will also hear stories about lost sheep and women who tear the house asunder, desperate to find lost coins. And of course there is the prodigal youth who finds himself sitting in the mud and feces and slop of a pig pen, eating the husks that hogs are spitting out. 

In each example, what disgrace, what indignity, what discomfort. Yet, in each case, there is a point where they lift their heads and allow the swell of hope to inundate their hearts and minds. What is it that readies each to repent, press on, rise up, and change? The push of discomfort and the pull of hope. 

Am I out of balance? Do I feel stuck? What side of the hope-discomfort, discomfort-hope equation do I fall? These are the questions I resolve to bring with me this year, anticipating at some point that Jesus will turn to me and suddenly pose the question: Do you believe people and you can change? My answer will be: of course I do, I’m a Christian.


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Was Qassem Soleimani’s Assassination Ethical? Catholic Social Teaching Can Help

Latest from the Jesuit Post - Mon, 01/20/2020 - 23:43

The new year began with an explosion heard around the world.

On January 3, President Trump ordered the assassination of Iranian General Qassem Soleimani at Baghdad International Airport by drone strike. Many at home and abroad have challenged President Trump’s strategic justification for the attack, but there are also ethical concerns that need to be addressed.

Who was Qassem Soleimani? Head of an elite force within Iran’s Islamic Revolutionary Guard Corps, Soleimani was one of the most powerful officials in Iran at the time of his death. He was responsible for projecting Iranian power abroad, which included managing Iran’s involvement in the Syrian and Yemeni wars as well as Iran’s close relationship with Shia military and political organizations in Iraq and Lebanon. 

Trump administration officials argued that Soleimani’s killing was justified because it prevented “imminent” attacks against Americans that Iran was planning in Iraq. Indeed, the days leading up to the Baghdad airport strike saw an attack on a U.S. military base in Kirkuk that killed an American defense contractor, as well as the storming of the American embassy in Baghdad’s Green Zone on New Year’s Eve, which resulted in damage to several security installations there. The U.S. government had blamed those attacks on an Iraqi military group that Soleimani allegedly supported.

While arguing that the assassination of Soleimani would deter future strikes, President Trump at the same time acknowledged that he expected a violent response from Iran as a result of the assassination. Within days, in fact, Iran undertook a missile strike against American forces at two military bases in Iraq, although this attack did not result in American casualties. Analysts have reflected on the seeming contradiction that provoking attacks on Americans was part of a strategy designed to prevent attacks on Americans.

So, if the strategic thinking with regard to Soleimani’s assassination seems unclear, what of the ethical justification? How should Christians respond to Soleimani’s death?

The tradition of Catholic social thought offers clear parameters for considering the situation. The Catechism of the Catholic Church (CCC) places strict limits on the legitimate use of military force. According to the Church’s “just war” doctrine, a country may use its military to defend itself, provided these conditions are met: that the damage done by the enemy has been truly grave, there is no other alternative to fend off further damage, that there are “serious prospects of success” as a result of such defensive action, and that such action does not cause effects that are worse than “the evil to be eliminated.” (CCC 2309)

Further, the CCC underscores that such action must be defensive in nature, because “the fifth commandment forbids direct and intentional killing as gravely sinful.”(CCC 2268) On the other hand, defense of the common good is not only a right but a duty, and “requires that an unjust aggressor be rendered unable to cause harm.” (CCC 2265). Even the death of an aggressor can be justified if the killing was an unintended result of self-defense or defense of the common good. 

In a recent article in the National Catholic Reporter, a group of Catholic ethicists gave their views on the Soleimani assassination. While Soleimani was clearly “an ongoing perpetrator of attacks on U.S. and allied forces,” the administration has not provided clear evidence that he posed an imminent threat, according to Lisa Sowle Cahill of Boston College. In addition, Stephen Schneck of the Franciscan Action Network notes that the use of a drone strike to kill Soleimani amounted to an execution, “and the catechism calls executions impermissible” after Pope Francis’ 2018 revisions of the CCC.

Furthermore, the CCC envisions that leaders stand in firm opposition to war and work to achieve peace; President Trump, on the other hand, chose to undertake, as Pax Christi co-president Marie Denis named it, “an act of war that could have escalated violence in the region and beyond.” In assassinating Soleimani, President Trump seems to have opted for an “easy fix,” in the words of Tobias Winright of Saint Louis University, choosing to use impersonal technology rather than “actual contact and communication with other persons,” which calls into question whether the attack was really a last resort, as just war theory requires. 

Elsewhere, Kevin Miller of Franciscan University of Steubenville disagrees that Catholic teaching necessarily prohibits the use of drone strikes, but he questions whether the assassination actually furthered America’s goals in the long run. Similarly, Jeffrey Cimmino of Crisis magazine worries that Soleimani’s assassination could make already-vulnerable Middle Eastern Christians a bigger target. Therefore, the killing of Soleimani may not accomplish the requirements of probable success and not causing greater evil. 

Given the parameters of just war theory, it seems Catholics have reason to doubt that General Soleimani’s death met the standards of legitimate defense. While the Trump Administration argued for the defensive nature of the attack, a targeted assassination makes it impossible to claim that Soleimani’s death was unintended. Soleimani did do grave damage to U.S. forces in the past, but it remains unclear whether his killing will successfully ward off future attacks or whether the assassination could lead to worse evils than inaction would have.

The complexity of  analyzing Soleimani’s assassination through Catholic teaching should drive home for us the importance of subjecting national security and foreign policy to ethical rigor. The issues involved are not clear-cut or simple–-they never are-–but vigorous debate can help us as Catholics put our faith into practice in more ways than casting a vote once or twice a year. And, as we see so often, the stakes involved can be life or death.

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Exploring the Examen Step-by-Step: Give Thanks

Ignatian Spirituality - Mon, 01/20/2020 - 05:30

Editor’s note: We continue our series exploring each of the steps of the Examen. We’re using the Examen version from Jim Manney’s book, A Simple, Life-Changing Prayer. We’ll look at a different step each week. 2. Give thanks. In his book, A Simple, Life Changing Prayer, Jim Manney summarizes the second step of the Examen […] ® is a service of Loyola Press, a Jesuit ministry.

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A Prayer on Martin Luther King Jr. Day: For the Grace to Boldly Work Towards Racial Justice

Latest from the Jesuit Post - Mon, 01/20/2020 - 02:33

Facing our history can be disheartening and inspiring, often at the same time. Every human life – and nation, and society, and institution – is marked both by the wound of sin and the ointment of grace. In recent years the Society of Jesus in the United States has had to turn a resolute eye to the sins of slavery and injustice in its own past. 

The following prayer was written for a meeting of the Jesuit Anti-Racism Sodality (JARS), a group of Jesuits committed to working towards an antiracist Society of Jesus. In it we sought the intercession of patrons whose life on Earth continues to shine a light on both the reality of sin and the fidelity of grace in our history.  

As we celebrate the life of Reverend Martin Luther King Jr., may this prayer, for all those who pray it, be a means to avail ourselves of God’s gracious gift and so “receive mercy and find grace to help in time of need” (Heb. 4:16).


Heavenly Father, 

We come before you in a spirit of supplication. As sinners we know we have much for which to repent; as beloved children we know we have great reason to hope in your abundant mercy. As members of a society plagued by opposition to your Gospel, we implore your assistance and aid to work towards a society where discrimination, racism, hatred, bias, division, and rejection of your love is replaced by faith, hope, and charity in the communion of all your saints on Earth and in heaven. May your Kingdom come, Lord Jesus. Amen.   

All you, God’s saints who enjoy the Lord’s eternal presence, come down and aid us in our struggle on Earth.

Servant of God Black Elk, guide and teach us for we are lost. On Earth you knew us well – both our sinfulness and our holiness. On Earth, you knew humanity well, both its hatefulness and its love. But most of all its promise. Black Elk, in the midst of discrimination and racial hatred, in the midst of derision and disrespect from even those sworn to serve God and his Gospel, you saw the light of Christ and dedicated your life to shining it upon all those who met you. It shined and illuminated the darkness of sin as well as the brightness of forgiveness and mercy. The steadfastness of hope and the brilliance of transcendence. Be with us we pray, and guide us. Help us learn from your experience and perseverance in the face of tremendous adversity.

All you, God’s saints who enjoy the Lord’s eternal presence, come down and aid us in our struggle on Earth.

Servant of God Pedro Arrupe, walk with us. You knew our American sin of racism and the great mountain God is asking our society to climb in order to see the Kingdom’s promised land. You called us to live up to the Gospel and like all Christians we have tried and often failed, stepped forward and stumbled back. We need your guidance and prayers now more than ever. We need your wisdom and encouragement. We need your dedication to faith, hope, and love: in our Society, in our Church, and in our world. In so many ways you taught us how to be Jesuits. Walk with this humble sodality, we pray, and inspire us to live up to our call as Christians.

All you, God’s saints who enjoy the Lord’s eternal presence, come down and aid us in our struggle on Earth.

O Sacred Heart of Jesus, enkindle the fire of devotion in our hearts. In the furnace of your charity and the bottomless freedom of your mercy, you have shown us a way. A way out of guilt and shame; a way far removed from hatred and separation; a way whose power is infinitely greater than fear: you have shown us the fierce and self-immolating path of love. We have laid many crosses on others and it is frightening to lift our hand and lower our shoulders to share the load. Yet this is what you did. And in your moment of greatest suffering, blazed out from your heart the fire of unquenchable love.  

All you, God’s saints who enjoy the Lord’s eternal presence, come down and aid us in our struggle on Earth.

Let us pray: Lord, We can do nothing without your love, without your fire, without your Heart burning within us. Take, therefore, under your guardianship we your humble servants. Teach us. Mold us. Transform us. That in accepting our sin we might transcend it; that in bearing your cross with you, we might become like you; that in the pain of true love we might discover the power of salvation pouring into our hearts in order that they might be made like yours. Amen.  


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John the Baptist: Showing the Way | One-Minute Homily

Latest from the Jesuit Post - Sun, 01/19/2020 - 01:00

John the Baptist pointed out Jesus to those around him. Jeff Ryan Miraflor, SJ, reminds us that we’re called to do the same in this week’s One-Minute Homily. Based on the readings for Sunday, January 19, 2020, which you can find here:

That’s Him! It’s the Christ!

Hi, I’m Jeff Ryan Miraflor and this is my One-Minute Reflection.

We find out today that John had no idea who the Messiah would be! He knew he had to prepare the way for the Lord, but didn’t know how long before the Lord would come or what he’d look like.

John just waited for God’s sign: a Spirit coming down upon the Messiah and remaining, that’s Him! And from that moment on, John pointed Christ out to everyone.

That’s exactly what we’re called to do. To be aware of God’s signs in our daily lives. Once we see them, point them out to others.

That’s probably what Ignatius was thinking when he ordered his Jesuits to “Find God in All Things.” Whether it’s in a gorgeous sky, a colorful plant, a chirping bird, or in another person. God is present there! That goes for things we aren’t attracted to too. God is present: in a cloudy gray sky, a leafless tree, a scary dog, a mean person…

We have to be ready to find God in our everyday lives, there are more signs out there than we think! We just have to look.

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If You Are Looking for God, God Will Find You

Ignatian Spirituality - Fri, 01/17/2020 - 05:30

I happen to believe that “if you are looking for God, God will find you.” Ignatius of Loyola or Mother Teresa would have likewise believed that even as we are looking, and even when we mostly feel lost, God is somehow finding us, whether or not it feels that way to us. Ignatius believed (as […] ® is a service of Loyola Press, a Jesuit ministry.

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Those Cheating Astros: Stealing Way More Than Signs

Latest from the Jesuit Post - Fri, 01/17/2020 - 02:00

I hate cheaters. I mean, don’t we all? And the Houston Astros cheated. We knew that back in November, but this week’s suspensions of Jeff Luhnow and A.J. Hinch (Astros general manager and manager, respectively) handed down by MLB commissioner Rob Manfred catapults the story back into the headlines. 

Now to be fair, Luhnow and Hinch seem to be unfairly getting all the blame in this whole scandal. It was really the players themselves who were doing most of the dirty business, and apparently Hinch even damaged some of the monitors that the players were using to cheat. Yet, Major League Baseball has punished only Luhnow and Hinch with suspension, and only Luhnow and Hinch have been fired by the Astros. True, the whole organization was fined $5 million, but for an organization worth nearly $2 billion, that’s barely even a rounding error. MLB seems to be saying that the general manager and the manager are the ones responsible for clubhouse culture and the buck stops with them. Are they the fall guys for a larger problem? Absolutely. In this scandal, and in turn in this article, Luhnow and Hinch are stand-ins for the whole team in a kind of blame-game synecdoche.

The context: You likely know that before each pitch, a catcher uses a complex series of hand gestures (signs) to relay what the next pitch should be. Deciding what pitch to throw to a particular batter, in a particular inning, given a particular scenario of on-base runners, etc. is a very complex calculus, and can be the difference between life and death on the mound. If somehow a batter could know what pitch was about to be thrown, he could know where to swing, or even if to swing at all. It gives the competitive edge to the batter and thus could turn the offensive tides of the game.

And here’s what might be most interesting: stealing signs isn’t illegal. It’s not even frowned upon. Any time you have a runner on second base, you can bet your copy of Eight Men Out that he’s trying to crack the code. The pitcher and catcher know that, and so they change things up from inning to inning, batter to batter, and sometimes even pitch to pitch. This kind of sign-stealing is just good baseball. 

So if sign-stealing isn’t illegal, what’s all the fuss about the Astros? Instead of using the smarts of the runner on second, they used cameras to watch the catcher and crack the code and then, somewhat inelegantly, hit a trash can with a bat to communicate with the batter. Now that’s cheating. 

What’s the difference?

In a recent interview sports broadcasting legend and fellow St. Louisan Bob Costas gave to CNN, he said that the kind of cheating the Astros engaged in damages the “credibility of the competition,” and what are sports at their core but competition? Thus, technology–be it cameras and trash cans, or even human growth hormone–can unbalance or even potentially remove genuine competition altogether, leaving it in the hands of machines. It’s not the sign-stealing that’s the problem, it’s making the intelligence required to play the game, well, artificial.

Any of us that played youth sports and were fortunate to have a great coach (mine was Gary Ruder), heard some variety of this unfortunately trite bit of very real wisdom: It doesn’t matter if you win or lose, but how you play the game. 

“How you play the game” is the athlete in peak physical and mental condition dazzling us with feats of human strength, strategy, intelligence, and creativity. How you play is in the eyes of a pitcher and a batter locked in icy combat, athlete against athlete, nothing between them but sixty feet six inches of tension. How you play is the high school wrestler who conceded to his opponent, even though he could have won due to his opponent’s injury. How you play is where all the joy and excitement and interpersonal connection of sports is. Sure winning is more fun than losing (just ask Boston Bruin Brad Marchand), but only when the win is pure. 

I’ve never met Luhnow or Hinch, but I’d bet my last Pete Rose baseball card that they’ve seen The Sandlot. I bet both of them played stickball in the yard on a warm summer’s afternoon. I bet they both skipped school to show up early to the ballpark to watch batting practice. What went wrong? How do you go from watching Benny “The Jet” Rodriguez steal home to banging a bat against a trash can?

I wonder if they never had a Gary Ruder, though I bet they did. I’m not naive. I’m aware that professional sports have become far more a business than a past time. Men like Luhnow and Hinch have to win. A multi-billion dollar industry has grown up around our childhood pickup games, and the pressure to win has become not only the most important part of the game, but perhaps even the only part of the game.

Some people might try to distract from the real issue by pointing to the fact that the Astros still hold the Commissioner’s Trophy, the record books all say that the Astros were the first team to with the Fall Classic in both the National and American Leagues, not to mention the fortune that the championship run made for the team. They got the W, no matter the cost. 

But will baseball-loving kids really grow up wanting to be the 2017 Astros? Or will they make a movie about them like they did about the 1980 US Olympic hockey team?

I don’t think so. Kids want to be heroes, not cheaters. It’s up to us to teach them that how they play is far more important than winning or losing and that losing doesn’t make them losers. They have to learn from us that they can succeed in life, in business, in sports, in whatever without being forever ensnared in the cold, dead fingers of technocratic capitalism.

I think that we play and watch sports because we know that sports are about something much more than winning or losing, and about way more than making money. Sports are all about how you play the game. 

Photo courtesy of  Eduardo Balderas

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Right Place at the Right Time

Ignatian Spirituality - Wed, 01/15/2020 - 05:30

Our city councilman and the mayor were leaving the coffee shop where our woman’s spirituality group meets weekly. We waved hello, introduced ourselves, and thanked them for working on behalf of people who are homeless. While the mayor needed to hurry off, the councilman stayed a bit longer to talk briefly about ways to address […] ® is a service of Loyola Press, a Jesuit ministry.

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This Is Why I Dare to Pray

Latest from the Jesuit Post - Wed, 01/15/2020 - 02:33

In the last year, a small phrase from the Mass I’d not previously paid much attention to, I learned to love. It is the preface to the Our Father when the priest says, “At the savior’s command and formed by divine teaching, we dare to say…”  

I recall when we first changed to this translation nearly 10 years ago and I heard many people say things along the lines of, “We don’t ‘dare’ to pray to God. He loves us and invites us to always approach Him in tenderness. We should not encourage people to be scared to pray!” Even now, some priests don’t say what is written and opt for something without the word “dare” in it.

Though the language is a bit intense, I have realized that it communicates a very real and important truth about prayer and my relationship with God that I’m grateful to be reminded of daily. We certainly shouldn’t be scared to pray, and God does meet us always with tenderness, but encounters with God are intense and prayer can feel like a daring activity. 

In his apostolic exhortation, Gaudete Exsultate, Pope Francis, quoting the Catechism, writes, “Between God and us, there is an immeasurable inequality.” He adds, “His friendship infinitely transcends us; we cannot buy it with our works, it can only be a gift born of his loving initiative.”

The mystery of this truth from the Catechism is that while being so different, and so unequal, God has made it possible for us to still be incredibly close to Him. There is a great paradox in this. We just celebrated at Christmas the Divine Majesty humbling Himself to take on our small and frail humanity, becoming one with us. Through Jesus, God has bridged a great divide between the human divine natures. Yet, our natures remain distinct and immeasurably unequal. 

However, I found in our contemporary context, we have opted to stress the loving mercy and intimate nearness of God at the expense of reflecting on our smallness and littleness in the presence of a God who is immeasurably greater than us. While a deep intimacy and proximity mark our relationship with God, a radical inequality still exists between God and humans. 

We should not be beholden to an immature image of God as the angry judge in the sky, the tyrant who watches our every move. But instead of forsaking holy fear of God’s majesty in order to cling to His loving mercy and intimate nearness, we should lean into the paradox of how both of these dynamics exist at once. 

And this is why I have come to appreciate hearing the preface to the Our Father at Mass. It is a daily reminder of this paradox. We stand before the Divine Majesty in immeasurable inequality, in our small unworthiness and dare in complete confidence to give Him our needs and to almost demand, “Give us our daily bread.” And then we hold Him in our hands and bring Him into our bodies.   

St. Therese of Lisieux regularly insists on a daring trust in God. She counsels us to throw all our cares upon God and have a blind, even presumptuous, trust that He will make it all work in His Providence.

“Holiness,” she writes, “is not one exercise or another. It consists in a disposition of the heart, which renders us humble and little in the hands of God, conscious of our weakness but confident, even daringly confident, in God’s goodness.”

A trust in God’s mercy and goodness that is daring is a mindset I think we can always work towards cultivating.


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Exploring the Examen Step-by-Step: Ask God for Light

Ignatian Spirituality - Mon, 01/13/2020 - 05:30

Editor’s note: Today we begin a series exploring each of the steps of the Examen. We’re using the Examen version from Jim Manney’s book, A Simple, Life-Changing Prayer. We’ll look at a different step each week. 1. Ask God for light. Whenever I pray the Examen, asking for God’s light is essential. To ask for […] ® is a service of Loyola Press, a Jesuit ministry.

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Don’t Make College Football an Idol

Latest from the Jesuit Post - Mon, 01/13/2020 - 01:54

I am both excited to watch the national championship game tonight (geaux tigers!), and I also believe college football has turned into liturgical worship. Let me explain.

Sports are so ingrained in my being that imagining my life without them is not imagining my life at all. My childhood revolved around a competitive travel baseball schedule, and I am indebted to my parents and brother for the sacrifices they made so that I could play baseball… a lot of baseball. After a truly blessed and formative experience playing baseball at Catholic High School in Baton Rouge, I was able to go play college ball at Spring Hill, a Jesuit University in Mobile, Alabama. When I committed to play baseball at Spring Hill at the age of 18, I had never met a Jesuit. Three years later, I became one.

Besides God so clearly using my athletic career as the path towards Him and my vocation, God has formed me through sports. Through early morning workouts I came to value commitment and integrity, and by playing with so many different teammates I learned the importance of communication and companionship. I say all this to show that I really do love sports and I would not be the Jesuit I am today without them.

My hometown of Baton Rouge, Louisiana is a sports crazed city. It’s both deprived of a pro football team and is in a state that does not have a pro baseball team. Consequently, LSU is often treated as a professional sports team. In addition to providing athletes with opportunities to further their education and learn life skills, college sports can and do bring communities together and create a common bond between people who would otherwise be strangers. For that I’m thankful. 

I find the culture around sports in general unsettling, but my sensitivities are heightened when games are made up of students, who are still struggling through morning classes and the like, instead of professional athletes paid to play. (Please note: this is not a critique of any of the student-athletes or coaches at LSU, but rather a challenge to the surrounding culture.) I’m afraid college football stadiums have converted into a secular church, spectators have turned into worshipers, and games have become a pseudo-liturgy.

Perhaps college football is modern day idolatry of a new golden calf. Recall that when Moses was on the mountain, Aaron collected the people’s gold to create a golden calf, and the next day they indulged in drink and revelry.1 Pope Emeritus Benedict XVI sees the idolatry of the golden calf as a kind of worship that is “a circle closed on itself: eating, drinking, and making merry. The dance around the golden calf is an image of this self-seeking worship. It is a kind of banal self-gratification.”2 After thousands of years we continue this tradition of worship in the way we eat and drink at the tailgates, the games, and parties. The only difference being that we have substituted the golden calf for a pig’s skin.

Of course we do not dance around the football as if it were a god (except in a touchdown celebration, perhaps), but our obsessive behavior around a sport made up of developing teenagers and young adults seems like a kind of worship. We have left the pews of the church, and now pray  in the seat of the stadium, at a sports bar, or on the couch. If our primary place of worship is a place called “Death Valley,” as is the stadium name for both LSU and Clemson, then we should not be surprised that the heart of our culture seems to be filled with violence. The vulgar chants, like LSU’s infamous and terrible chant “neck,” that fill the valleys of death are the antithesis of The Lamb of God who takes away the sins of the world chanted at Mass. Lumen Gentium, a dogmatic constitution of Vatican II, has called for the Eucharist to be the source and summit of our life and mission, but it seems to me that people’s hopes and dreams often live in the hands of an 18-year-old running back instead of in the pierced hands of Christ.

As fun and harmless as a college football game may seem, we must remember: we will become what we worship. 

Perhaps I’m being too dramatic. I mean, no one really thinks football will save us from our sins. So let’s stop acting like it. Let’s not watch the national championship game as if it is the climax of our liturgical calendar, Easter Sunday. Instead, celebrate the God given gifts and dedication showcased by wonderful athletes who remind us of our own great potential. Let’s appreciate the national championship for the game that it is, and let’s not confuse Joe Burrow or Trevor Lawrence with Jesus Christ or a win with our eternal salvation.

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Baptism of the Lord: Big Moments | One-Minute Homily

Latest from the Jesuit Post - Sun, 01/12/2020 - 01:00

What are some of the biggest moments of your life? For God, it was your baptism. Fr. Joe Laramie, SJ, reflects on the Baptism of the Lord and the moment when we were brought into the family of God. Based on the readings for January 12, 2020.

Top 10 lists are everywhere. The top 10 quarterbacks. Top 10 movies. How about your spiritual Top 10?

Hi, I’m Fr Joe Laramie, and this is my One-Minute Homily.

Recall a few moments when you felt close to God. These are moments when we felt peace, grace, and life from the Lord. It could be a family vacation, your wedding day, or a great retreat.

Let’s go a bit deeper. What about your Top 10 moments from God’s point of view?

One of those could be your baptism. Imagine the scene, with your godparents, grandparents, and friends. A priest or minister poured water and baptized you in the Name of the Father and Son and Holy Spirit. This was the day, and the moment, when you became part of the Family of God, as Christ washed away your sins and drew you to himself.

When Jesus is baptized in the Jordan, the Father cries out, “This is my beloved Son, with whom I am well pleased.” God is pleased to draw us into His family in the sacrament of Baptism.

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Small Changes for a Big Year: Explore the Mess

Ignatian Spirituality - Fri, 01/10/2020 - 05:30

Be brave and look carefully at the messiness in your life. Enjoy this video excerpt from Small Simple Ways: An Ignatian Daybook for Healthy Spiritual Living. Make 2020 your best year yet with a book that will guide you through small changes you can make for a big year. Take 30% off selected titles at, including Small Simple […] ® is a service of Loyola Press, a Jesuit ministry.

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Review: “Marriage Story”

Latest from the Jesuit Post - Fri, 01/10/2020 - 01:00

“Criminal lawyers see bad people at their best. Divorce lawyers see good people at their worst.” 

Alongside this memorable pronouncement from “Marriage Story,” I want to append St. Ignatius of Loyola’s observation that desolation, more than just a feeling, is a movement of the soul that carries us from bad to worse. 

“Marriage Story” traces a clear line from a peaceable, though painful, separation to an acid divorce—from bad to worse. It reflects the way desolation induces false narratives, either stressing a list of complaints or entrenching oneself in self-pity. Not only does the film compellingly depict the dissolution of a relationship, it also tracks the shift in the way two people reconstruct the story of their marriage. 

Noah Baumbach’s latest film follows the divorce of Charlie (Adam Driver) and Nicole (Scarlett Johansen), whom we first meet living in New York together with their 8-year old son, Henry (Azhy Robertson). Charlie is an avante garde theatre director and Nicole a talented actress who stars in all his plays. While they’ve tried working with a mediator, eventually Nicole opts for a lawyer, Norah (a role for which Laura Dern rightly won the Golden Globe). Legal action brings the tension regnant in their relationship to the surface. 

The opening scene is a montage where the camera endearingly follows Charlie and Nicole individually, giving us a glance of their family life. We hear each of them tell us what they love about the other, and the camera tells us exactly what they have in mind. It’s sweet. The device serves as a love letter but also an elegy for the relationship. This is the first narrative we hear about their relationship, the first time a story of their marriage is offered to us. 

Opening with this montage proves to be the perfect platform for the story. Baumbach said that the beginning scene captures these “little moments” in their life together. Whereas as a big scene, as he explains, has to move clearly and linearly from beginning to end, we first glimpse Charlie and Nicole’s character in the middle of their ordinary life together, each one taking note of the virtues and idiosyncrasies of the other. Instead of showing the relationship’s decline from its highest moments of rapture, the decline is from its ordinary, little moments of family life.

The opening scene sets up what I thought was the most devastating moment in the movie. Both Charlie and Nicole go to court having hired lawyers whose resolve to win exceeds their own. Each attorney recounts “little moments” that we’ve seen throughout the story, tokens of affection that come out even in the midst of their respective frustration: The two playfully jostling with each other as they install the children’s seat that Charlie forgot to set up; or Nicole, having drunk a little too much wine, stumbling on the stairs after they both read Henry to bed.

But in court, these moments are revised and mobilized for the purpose of branding the other as an unfit parent. Small moments of affection, surfacing even in the midst of the separation, are turned into an indictment. It unties and inverts the opening scene. As the lawyers mercilessly argue, the camera shows Charlie and Nicole from a lower angle on opposite sides of their attorneys, each looking down in shame. That the lawyers know which parts of their relationship to highlight betrays the fact that each one has divulged even the “little moments.” This is the second narrative about their relationship we hear. And watching the shift from the first “story” to the second interrogates the narratives we form about the most intimate part of our lives. 

When the attorneys rewrite the story of their marriage in the courtroom, the reference points are factual, only they take on a perspective that neither Charlie nor Nicole assumed when they transpired. It calls to mind Ignatius of Loyola’s caution that the Evil Spirit will use truth against us. We can retell the facts of a happening but falsify the spirit in which they took place. More important than the facts of our life is the spirit which arranges them. 

 The heartache in the movie is not that a love has died, but that it painfully remains even as Charlie and Nicole become the other’s antagonist. A regretful parting starts to veer in the direction of hatred. Love exists in the film, but the narrative tension revolves around what that love will become, around whether or not the moments that transpired within that love will be remembered outside of it.

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Top 10 Jesuit Events of the 2010s

Latest from the Jesuit Post - Thu, 01/09/2020 - 01:00

We’ve come a long way since 2010. Back then, Pope Benedict XVI was five years into his pontificate, there were still 10 Jesuit provinces in the U.S., Peter Faber was just “Blessed,” and no one had heard of the name Missy Franklin.

As we continue to kick off the new decade and look back on the last one, here is a completely subjective TOP TEN list of the biggest Jesuit events of the 2010s.

  1. U.S. Jesuit Provinces Reconfigured

Wait- you didn’t know this had happened? Fair enough. 

If you don’t work at a Jesuit institution, this probably hasn’t been on your radar. But since 2008, the Jesuits in the U.S. have been working to reorganize across the country. At the start of the decade, there were still ten Jesuit provinces in the U.S.

As we close the decade, mergers have cut that number in half, and this summer will be the final move to form the U.S.A. East Province and finish the reorganization with four new provinces: East, Midwest, Central and Southern, and West.

Much of this was a response to the simple reality that there are fewer Jesuits today than there were fifty years ago. But it has also been an attempt to lessen the number of Jesuits in “internal ministry” working in province offices and such, which allows more Jesuits to be collaborating in our institutions and other ministries. Plus, advances over the decades in travel and communication have made it much easier to coordinate projects across regions of the country.

  1. Jesuit Sports Successes

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The 2010s have been a tremendous decade for Jesuit schools and our alumni. Missy Franklin (Regis Jesuit, 2013) took the country by storm during the 2012 London Summer Olympics, winning four gold medals and a bronze at just 17 years old. Jordan Speith (Jesuit Dallas, 2011) burst onto the stage in 2014 when he made his debut at the Masters and finished in second place. He won the event the following year as the first of three major championships.

In college basketball, who can forget Sister Jean? The beloved then-98-year-old chaplain of the Loyola University Chicago men’s basketball team became an international sensation as the team made a shocking run to the Final Four in 2018 as the 11-seed. Just a year earlier, the Gonzaga Bulldogs finished second in March Madness, narrowly losing to North Carolina in the title game.

Last summer, the country was enraptured by the U.S. Women’s National Team that won the World Cup in France, with Julie Ertz (Santa Clara, 2014) leading the way. Ertz was named the National Player of the Year in both 2017 and 2019.

Other recent phenoms have included Matthew Boling (Strake Jesuit, 2019), who set the high school record in the 100m sprint and is looking to compete in the 2020 Summer Olympics in Tokyo, and Fran Belibi (Regis Jesuit, 2019), who became only the second woman to win the dunk contest at the McDonald’s All-American game last March.

  1. MAG+S Expands Its Global Reach

MAG+S is a Jesuit-sponsored event for young adults in preparation for World Youth Day (WYD), which is an encounter with the Pope celebrated every 2-3 years in a different country. Thousands of youth journey from across the world to participate in WYD. The MAG+S program began in 1997, when Jesuits invited young people from colleges and parishes to join in a pilgrimage before WYD in Paris.

MAG+S continues to be organized by the local Jesuit provinces where WYD has been held in the days leading up to the event. In the 2010s, MAG+S was hosted in Spain (2011), Brazil (2013), Poland (2016), and most recently in Central America (2019), where participants spread out across five countries before convening in Panama for WYD. Next stop? Portugal in 2022! Save the date!

  1. Jesuit Publications

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Every year there are scores of books published by Jesuits, about Jesuits, or on the broader topic of Ignatian spirituality. It would be too tough of a challenge to mention all the major publications of the past decade, but a couple of highlights come to mind.

Greg Boyle, S.J., published his book Tattoos on the Heart in 2011. In the book, Fr. Boyle shares from his 20+ years of experience running Homeboy Industries, a gang-intervention program in Los Angeles. With moving narratives seen through the lens of faith, Fr. Boyle points to the kinship that we all share and the tremendous power of boundless compassion.

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James Martin, S.J., Editor at Large for our parent company America Media, had a busy decade of publishing. He kicked things off in 2010 with the publication of A Jesuit Guide to (Almost) Everything, an accessible read for anyone wanting to learn more about the Jesuits and an Ignatian approach to the world. But it has been his advocacy for the LGBT+ community that has received the most attention lately (including a face-to-face with Pope Francis!), which springboarded off the publication of Building a Bridge. This short book published in 2018 turns to the call of the Catechism for respect, compassion, and sensitivity in order to provide a roadmap for how the Catholic Church and LGBT+ community can come together.

  1. New, Exciting Apostolic Ventures for the Society of Jesus

Most Jesuit institutions in the U.S. have been around for a while. For example, Georgetown University was founded in 1789! But there were a handful of exciting new projects that launched in the 2010s.

In 2015, Loyola University Chicago launched “Arrupe College,” which offers a two-year associate’s degree to students with limited financial resources as a catalyst to a baccalaureate college. Roughly 90% of students carry no debt after completing the two years, and most of them are the first of their families to attend a higher-ed institute.

Another innovative project began in 2010 with the creation of the Jesuit Commons: Higher Education at the Margins. This project, since renamed Jesuit Worldwide Learning (JWL), offers online programming from U.S. Jesuit universities to refugees and impoverished communities in 14 countries around the world. JWL offers English language courses, professional certificates, and degrees. Since its founding, JWL has served over 5,000 forcibly displaced and other marginalized persons, 50% of whom are women.

While the Ignatian Family Teach-In for Justice has been around since 1996, it made a big move in 2010. Before then, the Teach-In was held annually at the School of the Americas in Fort Benning, GA. But in 2010, the decision was made to move the event to Washington, D.C., to expand its scope and add an advocacy day on Capitol Hill with meetings at congressional offices. The event has grown to roughly 2,000 participants, making it the largest Catholic social justice gathering in the U.S.

And if these new, exciting ventures weren’t enough for you…

  1. The Jesuit Post Is Born!

(Okay, we’re a little biased!)

In the early part of the decade, a group of young Jesuits were brainstorming new ways to minister in the digital world. An idea was hatched, and The Jesuit Post (TJP) was born! We began publishing articles in 2012, contributing to the online conversation on faith and culture.

TJP has evolved over the course of the decade. We have grown our social media presence on platforms like Facebook, Twitter, and Instagram. We have strengthened our relationship with America Media. We have expanded our video content, including the popular “One-Minute Homily” series. Through it all, we remain a work of young Jesuits in formation, all of whom contribute to TJP on a volunteer basis while continuing with their primary missions of studies or apostolic ministry.

  1. New Jesuit Saints Are Canonized

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Peter Faber, S.J., was one of the original companions of St. Ignatius and was well known for his skill at directing people through the Spiritual Exercises. He was a roommate at the University of Parish with Francis Xavier and later Ignatius as well. The three are often considered the co-founders of the Society of Jesus. Nonetheless, Faber wasn’t beatified until 1872, over 150 years after Xavier and Ignatius became saints. And it wasn’t until Pope Francis became pope that Faber (one of Pope Francis’s favorite saints!) was finally canonized in 2013.

Faber wasn’t the only Jesuit to be canonized in the 2010s. Jacque Berthieu, S.J., a French missionary to Madagascar, was canonized in 2012 by Benedict XVI. José de Anchieta, S.J., a 16th c. Spanish missionary to Brazil, was canonized in 2014 by Francis. Most recently, André de Soveral, S.J., was canonized in 2017 by Francis as part of a group of thirty martyrs of Natal, killed for the faith in northern Brazil in 1645.

Sts. Peter Faber, Jacque Berthieu, José de Anchieta, and André de Soveral, pray for us.

  1. Peter Hans Kolvenbach, S.J., Dies

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The 29th Superior General of the Society of Jesus, Peter Hans Kolvenbach, S.J., died in 2016 at the age of 88. He was elected to lead the Jesuits at the 33rd General Congregation in 1983. It was a delicate time in the Society of Jesus. The previous Superior General, Pedro Arrupe, has suffered a stroke two years earlier and wanted to resign due to his frail health. Pope John Paul II intervened, rejected Arrupe’s proposed successor, and named an interim leader until the election of Kolvenbach. 

A consummate politician, Kolvenbach navigated the Vatican with grace and ease. He served as Superior General for over 24 years. Shortly after Benedict XVI became pope, Kolvenbach was granted permission to step down. A Superior General is elected to serve until death, but Kolvenbach became just the second to resign office while still alive. He was succeeded by Adolfo Nicolás, S.J., who was elected in 2008. Kolvenbach spent his final years working quietly in the library of a Jesuit university in Beirut, Lebanon.

  1. 36th General Congregation and the Election of Arturo Sosa, S.J. as Superior General

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Following Kolvenbach’s lead, Superior General Adolfo Nicolás, S.J., consulted with Pope Francis and announced in 2014 that he, too, would step down from office while still alive. He convoked the 36th General Congregation of the Society of Jesus for October 2016, where he officially resigned. At the Congregation, Arturo Sosa, S.J., from Venezuela was elected as the new Superior General, making him the first one from outside the European continent.

Along with the election of Sosa, the Congregation published decrees on the ministry of reconciliation and justice and renewed governance for mission. The Congregation also published a letter of praise for the witness of peace offered by Jesuits living in zones of war and conflict.

  1. Pope Francis Is Elected!

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You had to know this was coming, right?

When Pope Benedict XVI announced his resignation, very few people expected the 76-year-old Argentinian Jesuit, Jorge Mario Bergoglio, to be his successor. In fact, no Jesuit had ever been elected pontiff, and there were no other Jesuit cardinals who were even eligible to vote for Bergoglio.

Nonetheless, when the white smoke rose from the Vatican on March 13, 2013, it signaled the election of the first-even Jesuit pope, and the first-ever pope from outside of Europe. Heeding the advice of a fellow cardinal to “remember the poor,” he took the name Francis and began a papacy that has definitively marked the Catholic Church of the 2010s.

As we head into the new decade, we continue to pray for Pope Francis, the Church, and the Society of Jesus. May the 2020s be a decade filled with God’s grace at work in our world.

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Three Small Changes for a Big Year

Ignatian Spirituality - Wed, 01/08/2020 - 05:30

Editor’s note: This week we’ve invited our dotMagis bloggers to reflect on small changes for a big year. Once a year from grade school all the way up through early high school, my physical education classes tested us on our level of physical fitness. The tests included things like sit-ups, pull-ups, jumping rope, and in […] ® is a service of Loyola Press, a Jesuit ministry.

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I Conquer Evil When I Watch Basketball

Latest from the Jesuit Post - Wed, 01/08/2020 - 02:33

When I was in grade school, I forced myself to try out for the basketball team. I never liked basketball, wasn’t particularly fast, couldn’t shoot the ball, and preferred to sit on the bench. But, everyone else was doing it, and their participation convinced me that I needed to join in.

The seasons were miserable for me. If I enjoyed the company of my classmates, it was heavily outweighed by my sheer embarrassment at never developing any skills on the court. In fact, at a basketball camp one summer, the counselor wrote on my final evaluation: “Jake is the best passer on our team.” Not to brag, but I was excellent at ensuring I wouldn’t be expected to dribble or — God forbid! — shoot.

I was returned to those unhappy times as I read Pseudo-Dionysius for a theology class last semester. He proposes that evil doesn’t actually exist. Instead, our experience of evil represents our distance from God.

I’m not saying that basketball inherently distances us from God. But I’m pretty sure that the NBA never was and never will be my ultimate, God-given purpose.

It has become clear to me that my forced participation in an activity that matched none of my skills wasn’t what God had in mind for me. Instead, I spiralled into painful self-loathing. I absolutely hated myself for being so bad at something all of my classmates loved and thought was important.

When I was in eighth grade, I joined two choirs with active Christmas schedules and escaped the basketball court for good. But this removal by default meant that my self-loathing never had a chance to resolve. I surrounded myself with actors and artists and music types and thought I’d insulated myself from basketball for good.

Then I became a Jesuit.

After eighteen short months as a Jesuit, I got sent to work at McQuaid Jesuit High School in Rochester, NY. In addition to teaching a theology class, they placed me in the counseling office to help tutor and mentor students throughout the day.

In my first day on the job, I met with my predecessor and asked for a run-down on the students on his list. I felt familiar fears arise when he assured me that “this guy only really does his homework so he’s eligible to play basketball.” Over the next week, I anxiously anticipated meeting this devotee of my least favorite sport.

Soon after, I met Lebron. That’s not his real name but it might as well have been. I noticed that his algebra grades had slipped from the first quarter into the second. Asked for an explanation, he complained, “it’s impossible to get my homework finished because I have basketball practice for three hours a night.” I looked at his schedule further, “you practice basketball that much every night and you still go to gym class?”

At my insistence, he stopped going to gym class and instead we worked on his algebra homework. While the meetings started as a bit of a slog for both of us, they quickly became the highlight of my day, full of laughter and stories in addition to the endless problem sets.

After a few weeks, Lebron invited me to come and see him play. I made up excuses. I really enjoyed our time doing math, but I didn’t think I could revisit a place I so loathed. He asked a few more times, though, so I relented.

Even walking into the gym gave me pause. School gyms are the same: the smell of the floorwax, the sound of sneakers skidding and buzzers buzzing. I remembered the hours I’d spent bargaining with myself that simply showing up to this miserable place would help me to finally fit in. I had spent fifteen years avoiding basketball gyms precisely so I didn’t have to feel that rejection again. Now I was choosing to walk into one. It wasn’t quite Martin Scorsese’s Silence, but it felt like a mission where survival wasn’t guaranteed.

Imagine my shock then, to find myself enjoying the game! Lebron and his teammates were skilled ballplayers, exciting to watch and fast on their feet. Two quarters in, my fears had lifted. Unlike fifteen years prior, this basketball arena was the site of my ultimate, God-given purpose. God had not created me to be a basketball player, but He had created me to love and support my student, Lebron.


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